Bluefairy

Roadshow working experience

2011-12-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

Due to lack of people to substitute so I get pull along to work by my friend
Although at first is really worry about the "ba zhang" problem..LOL
But despite that problem actually I kinda have fun in the whole process..
It counted an easy process of earning money and the paid is pretty high xD
But I feel sorry for our supervisor..Hmm..sorry for forgeting ur name? >.<'''

I know a few friends there, they are pretty adorable^^~
( PS : ALL of them are leng lui except me TT ^ TT )

Although end up I've been food poisoning cos having lunch at the wrong place :(
I'm so gonna banned that place! Never lay my foot in that place ever again! Make me suffer for a miserable night and my lovely Tuesday just get ruin by this unluckiness too!
But the main point is I having fun in work that day
Thanks guys :)

Screaming outing

2011-11-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Basically is karaoke moment...
But no idea why end up become crazy and screaming section
Is really funs to being crazy with friends sometimes..
Never stop being crazy with this "3 kaki" xD
Always say want to bully them but always end up 不舍得
I'm too kind I think? LOL

There is a few moment very funny today

I think the waiter should be thinking I'm couple with MF jie xD cos of "that moment" LOL..we both feel very funny when we saw that waiter reaction~haha
Another funny moment is me, LF, MF lying on da sofa like a dead fish..In a sudden a waiter came in to our room, we 3 together pop up and act nothing, that is a 经典 moment
There is a moment my sis act as "dai yi long" and go in da room and say "where is Alyce Loo? Ask her faster pay me my RM100 back!" That moment is hillarious cause of two cuties reaction that is Susu and LF
Another moment is when we scream and crazy around together, and when I sing 财神到 that time XD I never sing such a song in KTV but is worth a try~lol

Is a worth while outing today cause I'm having lotsa funs because of this 3 beautiful ladies :)

Susu

And I feel Sorry for being late today... To obsess with my brunch till forget time~ hahaha

Hope tomorrow will be a great day too :)

My star ring

Semester break

2011-11-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Nothing To Do
Rotting
Day Dreaming
Slacking
Eat
Sleep
On9-ing
Bullshit -ting

Self Crazy-ing

2011-09-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

Hahahahahaha
hohohohohoho
hehehehehehe
lalalalalalalala
lelelelelelelele

WHATEVER!
=.='''

I'm back

2011-06-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back

♥

Similar

2011-04-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

Surprising I have the same feeling with a friend of mine...
More coincidence is we both call alyce-alice also
hahaha
I advise her not to underestimate the strength of bond that she with her friends...
But did i do the same?
I do doubt too...
Lately i just feel that my friends are being further from me..
Just like we are magnet of same side...The more I want to get closer
The more it will repel...
Maybe once I will be back to what I am before...
Destiny?Fate?
No one know?That's the scary part

Hard

2011-03-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

Everything is hard
Life is hectic
Why can't I get better?
I hate myself for keep repeating the same mistake while I know is wrong
T.T

Weather

2011-03-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

The weather nowadays is really scary..
Raining cats and dogs
Thunders...
Izit really true gonna be the end of the world?
This thought is killing me on my mind..

Yesterday is raining heavily..
I almost fall into the drain due to my sis suddenly open the car door for me..
But thx god i'm alright..
But guess what my dad say?
once i in the car he started to say :
Lucky u did not fall into the drain..
Raining so heavily and if u fall down no one will save u even me

I was like =.=''''
thanks for ur honesty dad!
I told them about the end of the world stuff
and how much i don't want to die...
But they doesn't respond me much..
I'm being over dramatic huh?
>.<'''

Happy birthday val ♥

2011-03-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

Happy sweet 21st lady~
Is nothing much I can give u...
But I 100% wish u have a blast on your birthday
Do remember u are great for who u are~
thanks for being my friend
Hope our friendship can last forever
Happy birthday ;)

Hope u enjoy your 21st

Hope u enjoy ur freedom too ♥

♥

We always love

YOU

VALERIE

♥

Happy Birthday

Life goes on

2011-03-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

My brain is pretty hardly to get rest lately..
Is been tormenting..
Tons of assignment to think and done of..
That's actually so tiring huh?
But i'm a last minute kaki too man..
So who can i blame? T.T

Life is tiring lately but as I know life goes on..
somehow I just wish to enjoy my simple life
but it actually doesn't seem that easy..
Life is just so dramatic sometime >.<'''

Time pass just like no yesterday

2011-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

Time just flee
Always feel that like not enough time
Always feel like haven done anything yet
Is just so lack of something
I'm getting older and older day by day
Is sad :(

I'm having a bored chinese new year too
Since I can't celebrate so is normal that I feel bored huh?
Other than bored, I feel I less take photo too
I'm just so freaking lazy and maybe because i feel I'm old already huh?
Still hope I can have a great time this year
I hope will have a better days ahead
I really need that :)

Rusted Brain

2011-01-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO ME?!
I was wondering and seriously wondering...
My brain was rusted and lagging lately..
That's just so annoying
I want a pretty clear format and update brain
I don't want my brain keep lagging there and can't give me the information I want
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...

I want my brain to function well!!!!

The End of 2010

2011-01-01T03:47:00.000+08:00

It's 2011 now..
The year of 2010 is already gone..
I do hope that the sad stuff or the bad stuff will just gone like the year of 2010
I hope I can enjoy my year of 2011
I might have a lot of resolution to be done?
But it never ever really come true
So maybe i will just save it and dont think about it?
Maybe that will make me happier?
hahaha

I have a pretty good new year eve
At least I can spend it with my childhood friend
Is been long that I did not meet her
I miss her a lot..
So is nt a wrong choice I make I guess?
Is a good start I hope it will be a great ending too
Have fun in 2011 peeps! ;)

Holiday

2010-12-05T01:18:00.000+08:00

I've been doing nothing much since my holiday till now
I'm just basically rotting at home
I'm just basically collecting mould i guess?
>.<'''

I think i have to improve my social life..
I have not much friends that can hang out with i guess?
Is so freaking limited
Stay at home make me hungry
Stay at home make me keep craving about food
Holiday make me fat too i guess?
=.='''

Life

2010-11-25T01:47:00.001+08:00

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry,

show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile ♥

In life the most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling,
And even more beautiful,

is knowing that you are the reason
behind it
:)

23/11

2010-11-24T01:31:00.004+08:00

In early of 9am today, miss Pei Yi give me a call and inform me her good news
So I'm happy for her and ask her out to have a small celebration
Our destination of celebration and hang out is always just AEON
I do hope our next outing will be somewhere else though..
Because AEON just kinda bored for me already..haha
So we went to sing K..
Is pretty fun and we have a plenty of chat in the room too
Basically just mocking some idiots XD

After that is our cloth testing hour
We just grab some cloth and just test non stop
That make me have a bad hair day
haha

♥♥ Happy Day ♥♥

Limit

2010-11-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

Everything have its damn freaking limit!
Don't get overboard with your damn nonsense!
I'm not anyone anger bag!
No one have the freaking right to put their shit anger on me
U have your freaking anger and so do I!
Watch out your damn nonsense!
I'm deal with it
That's all!

The Beauty of L.G.

2010-10-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

Is the same old me..
Yeah..i still feel very lazy mode..
So that's why always didn't update my blog much
But today i will like to shared something about what me and my friends do in our assignment
The topic that we choose is the LIGHT GRAFFITI
We enjoy much and we did learn something new too
So let the picture tell you all what've we been go through

❤ The End ❤

Cute

2010-10-07T02:23:00.001+08:00

He is awesomely cute
haha..
♥

0909 ♥

2010-09-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

I'm lazy still
So is just a short update
- Out with pei yi
- watch movie and sing ktv
- have plenty of funs

Is been long i didnt meet her
Although past few days i did
but not in a right situation so forget about that
But we do have fun
I sing alot love song to her : p

Love the way u lie ♥

2010-08-26T02:18:00.001+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts,

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,

But that's alright because I love the way you lie,

I love the way you lie,

I love the way you lie...

~♥♥♥~

First day of the new chapter

2010-08-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

Today is the big day is the first day of my new chapter?
well..
izit a good start or not?
I cant differentiate it well
I just know i almost freezing to death
I feel so sleepy
But thanks god val and her bro will just there
If not i really will bored to death
By the way it still filled with lotsa of laughter
Although ying ask me first day dont laugh so much
But end up cant control much
Sorry ying.. >.<

I hope this new chapter will bring some colorful and sprinkle to my life

1108 ♥

2010-08-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

On 1108 ♥
- Me, val and sj have an outing
Destination : Midvalley
Aim : To watch movie and gather
Result : Have lotsa funs

Ps : We did enjoy our ice cream too..

Pss : Sj enjoy her GCB XD

My meal + desert ♥

Fun Time ♥

Me and val at borders

~~Ice Cream time~~ ♥

Escalator picturing

Together ♥

♥♥♥

Is a fun date

♥

0708 ♥

2010-08-10T01:21:00.000+08:00

I really kinda dissapointed when i went to full house at damansara
I expect something better than that
But it actually just really ordinary not really special
lol

But it still kinda funs at there
Atleast i can see my beloved valentine

♥

♥ The end ♥

0608

2010-08-07T02:18:00.004+08:00

Is a half day unlucky and lucky day for us
Us refer to me and dalin
We went to Sp today..
So when we at the train station got a weirdo look at us like we killed his whole generation?
@.@'''
he keep stared at us..
That's creepy..
And he follow us till the woman coach
OMG!what a loser!
summore sit opposite me and keep stared with me with a nasty look
damn him!
So forget about him even in the bus he did the same thing too..
But thanks god after that we did get rid of him..haha
Secondly about some so call "maybank" stalker?but atleast she is nice
Then some dude come to me for donation but with a kinda irritate attitude but i did donate too
=.=''

But we still have a not bad outing
Dalin end up get everything she want
so at least her mission accomplish
hehe^^

[PS : GCB taste awesome XD ]

0608 :)

Questioned

2010-08-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

A lot people told me before i suitable for this and that
I mean in study of course..
Normally,peoples say i suitable to study mass communication
Due to my talkative and so call friendly attitude?haha
Or they will suggest me to take psychology
Not to boast but sometime i did really give some good advice?XD
Lastly, is theatre or singing..
Due to my dramatic behaviour and so called "opera" talented?
LOL

Not to deny it..
I did hv interest in all those suggestion that they give
I appreciate it but is just somehow i dont think is something that i want in my working life?
For me, those courses is somehow not that recognise at here?
That's what i'm always worried for
When come to my future..
I have to be honest i will be materialistic :)

So is true sometime all this did really make me confused
I do hope i wont make any wrong decision
I cant accept any failure once again

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

3rd July

2010-07-05T02:54:00.000+08:00

On saturday i'm suppose to go to my sis school and help her to take her report card
As usual her teacher used ages to meet 1parent
As normal i frustrated of waiting but due to my bro so called inteligence
We from number 18 jump to number 6
Not bad huh?
LOL

So after that i went for movie with my sis
The movie that we watched is Ip Man
Not bad..i pretty like it although i more prefer A-team or knight day
But since my bro bought A-team so i end up didnt watch that
About knight day my sis just dont wish to watch
So end up Ip man is the choice
After buying ticket we go for our brunch
We went to sakae sushi
I just cant believe all the expenses that we spend is on me
She didnt bring any money
=.=''
Due to is i'm the one paying so my sis never doubt to order
So i'm officially broke

After we taken our brunch that cost me a fortune
We go for some shopping due to wait for our movies
A little craziness that happened in the testing room

YEAH!

that's right

camwhoring!

lol

After that we went for movies and some random "couple" that age 15 i guess, sitted our place
When i stand beside the chairs the gf whisper bout something then the "bf" whisper 不要紧，坐而已
I kindly ask that little child did u sit the wrong place?where is your place?
she answer something then i patiently tell them can u sit back your place we will like to sit our place
XD
After that movies we went to buy some daily stuff
That cost me a fortune again
Other than that,all the stuff just torturing my hand
Is so freaking heavy T.T
Then we went for our dinner at Kim Gary

That's the end of your journey

Counted as an enjoyable day too♥

Sayonara♥

Adventurous ❤

2010-07-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

1st July

I have an amazing outing with miss Maria
I never know i got such a partner
haha
I thought i'm the only one is totally noob in sense of direction
but seem like not just me
We get lose in same places several of time
we keep round and round the same places for few times
haha

We even get "kidnap" by some random strangers to be their model?
lol
We are doubting izit them a scammer or what?
I even ask them
lol
Well..we did agree..because they seem having a hard time there so no wrong to help them right?
But end up the result?hmm
but is an interesting experience
We totally hv tons of funs
Is really an amazing outing

Futhermore i end up buying a yukata
I doubting about it actually
I try to control not to buy but..
haha
End up i just feel like to have one^^

That's my make up turn up when i get back home
When i look into the mirror
I just feel...
Look so...
=.='''

A day with Maria & bikini si lai

2010-07-03T23:43:00.001+08:00

Is a fun outing on June 24
we enjoy our talk
we enjoy our tease
we enjoy our food
we definately enjoy our day

Our drinks ♥

My brunch♥

Bikini si lai , me and Maria♥

Good luck in your uni Bikini si lai

Add oil ♥

Dissapointment

2010-06-21T02:29:00.000+08:00

Whatever will be will be
I know this will be
But my heart my mind just cant stop to be

Dissapointing

Everything happened for a reason
I do know the reason
The reason is being a nightmare that haunt me

Everyday

Every moment that unexpected

Life being miserable is what i should have?
I wonder when my life will be back to what it suppose to be

I'm waiting

Memories ♥

2010-06-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

Sometime things are just happened in a sudden
Sometime what u didnt expect just happened
Although in my memories we didnt really talked much
But i appreciate u did appear in my life
All this just remind me of the past bout what've we been through
Sometime is just not feel right when u are not there
Just hope everything will back to the past
But time just wont wait
Although is your time to go and our last meet i didnt manage to talk to u
I feel so regret about that
I just dont know what to say when i saw u in that condition
Is just hurt somehow
Grandpa hope u rest in peace
We will always ♥ you

Sick mode

2010-05-26T21:41:00.001+08:00

Since i started my work as promoter
My sick is never been ok
Is just gt worst each time
i wonder why?
haiz

Mom keep force me to stop
but i just dont wish to be irresponsible since i already promise to work till end of the month
This week will be the last week
I hope i can get through it though

God please bless me

By the way i go to see doctor yesterday because i feel so sick
when the doctor saw me and he take a look at my record and he say something
he say u every month pay me a visit and this cant continue on
he say when i fine i need to go back there and take an injection?
i was like what the?!
since when i every month sick?

CRAP!!!!

TT_________________________TT

i hate injection

haiz

Futhermore, JJ rules are weird
i wonder is the guard there hate me or what?
every week 找我麻烦

他们不烦我都烦！

such a pain in the ass
arrrggghhhhh
i need to go through by them every week when i work
first week complain bout my pants and ok i change it
2nd week complain bout my shirt and she want me go back change only back to work?
I looked so free for her?
=.='''
End up the next day i work i wear a oversize white shirt
When another guard saw me she was suprised and saying i wearing gaun?
>.<'''
I just speechless

This is the t-shirt they banned me from wearing =.=''

I need to wear this oversize shirt and one of them say did i wear a gaun?=.=''

Some random photos i taken when mother's day ^^~

Jobs

2010-05-11T02:10:00.000+08:00

I just quited my job as a teacher because my sick is not being well now
I just get a called and get another job though
is working as a promoter at JJ to sell energizer

This is the first time i work alone for my freaking whole life?
izit?
Is a good experience?
I hope i do enjoy it then
hehe^^

Life

2010-05-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

We are still young
so i bet everyone thinking will be immature sometime
Youth life is just filled of drama
dont u all think so?

Fight about friends

Fight about love

Fight about rival

Fight about family

That's life huh?
Childishly thinking is what we have

The gaining

The losing

The pain

The happiness

Is what everyone will get through
But human's just not satisfy
Problems gaining Unhappy thoughts hunting Emotional attacking

Problems of friends is what mostly of us facing
I mean the people around me and myself
I wonder what i react , what i do , izit childish?
what they doing izit childish?

I'm doubting now

Time passing day by day

will i know the answer sooner or later?

Things wont go back huh?
Memories is sweet but sometime painful too
The happy moment is gone and it cant return
Everything is changing
Bonding is lacking
I'm sad and hurt about this

I hope everything will be better

Update ♥♥♥

2010-04-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

I haven update much this lately
Well, i'm nothing much to say though
Just being

♥

But i have some photo i would like to shared
Is some photoes that i taken when i'm working at maxis

I'm a balloon supplier
Well , when i'm working there

KIDS ♥ ME

My fren say i'm their clown
=.='''

First day ♥

2010-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day of working
To be exact my work is just to give out fliers and balloons
that is my job and that what is our agent told us
she say if anyone did want to apply about those broadband
Just tell them to asked the dealer
haha

But when we get there one of the dealer insist to give we all some briefing about the broadband package
They want we all to help them work about pushing customer to apply all this broadband
But we doing this we wont get any commision and the custmore we get is under them
so they are the one who get commision
=.=''

I wonder did i do the right thing?
i did pushed alot of customer to let them earned
even my work time is end i still helping them serving customer
While,yin just standing there and keep give me clue our time is up
we can go back now?
but customer is just coming non stop
so i late back and no OT for that
When i in my car i wondering why i worked so hard?
Am i being used or i'm too stupid?
>.<''

Working

2010-04-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tommorow will be my first day of work
Although just last for 3 days
LOL

But to be exact this is the first time i be a promoter
not to be exact a promoter but somehow is a promoter?
lol
whatever then
I'm feel kinda worried and nervous
>.<

But i still hope i did a great job tommorow
Is my first time working with say yin only
Although we worked as credit consultant before
but she just last for few days that time
haha

We working under maxis
What we selling is maxis broadband
I need to give out fliers and pump balloon
T.T

Midvalley Briefing

2010-04-14T02:04:00.002+08:00

I feel that all the briefing i attend sure is something that connected with midvalley and starbucks
i wonder why?
lol

Today, i get a message that asked me to attend the briefing at midvalley starbucks
I wonder who is that?
because i did send too many resume
I dont even know who is that?
hahaha

Thanks god
Tauhu sms me tell me we gotta go midvalley then i only realize which job already
She have no car to fetch me go there so i borrow my bro car

But nt i drive

I kinda worried to let tauhu drive because of about something happened last time
Futhermore she is sick, she seem so weak and blur
I just always almost heart attack when sit beside her
>.<

But thanks god we safely arrive there
haha
I just know this job need to take over 100 photos that when we working then send to our agent
I just feel funny about this part so i need to be a photographer already
haha
But this job will just last for 3days
So after 3days ,i will be damn free again
:)

PS : Tauhu atlast learned to swallow pills already.I'm proud of her XD

This is the photo that the i phone people say looked childish
XD

Update ♥

2010-04-13T02:30:00.000+08:00

Everyone birthday will update their blog right?
Wrote about how happy and how enjoy is the celebration or whatever
But too bad i didnt have any celebration this year
My friends are busy and i know they busy working
Although they asked me to go their worked place to wait they finish work then they celebrate with me
But i just dont really have the mood to go there..
Sorry
=.='''

It might be a kinda lonely birthday this year
But i hate more with those pity comment and all that
I just feel is kinda irritating and i get over it so dont make me feel like u treating me as some abandon puppy or whatever

LOL

Although every year of my birthday i will get moody and kinda cry in the end
haha
Maybe when someone birthday they are easily get emotional?
I think I do
On my birthday i realize something
I dont know it will be that hurt of knowing the truth

Truth somehow is cruel sometime

:)

By the way i'm suprised by 2 person in my birthday this year
Firstly, is Mae my childhood friend
She is the first one wished me on time this year is kinda suprised because she always sleep early and never wished people on 12am before but she did that for me
I'm touched
Futhermore, she suprised me by dropping at my house at night
She just finish her class at night and i can feel she is damn tiring
Because ACCA is not something that easy to handle and she stress up with her study but she still willing to spend her time dropping by my house to accompany me
Plus my house kinda far from her house
When she reach my house my phone was not beside me she stand at outside for dont know how long

>.<''

When that time i pick her call i feel like she gotta cry already
the first thing she say when i pick up is...
"why u didnt pick up ur hp one?I'm at outside standing so long already!FASTER OPEN THE DOOR!"

LOL

Another one who suprised me is Lao timun
Although she didnt do anything but her message make me kinda touched
Maybe i didnt expect she say all this
But thanks alot about what u said to me
I did appreciate it alot because i wished it will become true either

Friends Forever

:)

Maybe i didnt have a blast this year or whatever but i'm satisfy with it
I really do because i get to know alot things through my birthday
That might be maked me satisfy enough
:)

Millionaire ♥

2010-04-06T00:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i went to a talked that organize by ING
I went there because of my friend Juan Juan
For the sake of her i went there
I cant say i get nothing from the talk
I did maybe get something through the talk
But i feel is incomplete maybe the talk is not that detail?
The talk is about milionaire something
hmmmm
i wan to be MILLIONAIRE too~
haha

After that talk we (hwi,juan,yin) go yum cha
We have some chit chat there
The funny part is hwi keep repeat this

美到你妈妈认不到阿

ｏｒ

好吃到你妈妈都认不到

LOL

is just so freaking funny
i even keep imitate her say that
haha

after that we go steamboat
wew~
i hv a fulled night yesterday~
is a not bad outing~
maybe we can do it again
i'm just get bored at house
i filled with mould soon
>.<

Lose ♥

2010-04-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

I still feel very dissapointed of cant getting the job
If i get this job then i can get extra income
Before that i asked my bro to promote to his friend
I suppose to start work today and my bro did promote to his friend about what i gotta sell in mont kiara
So they give a call to my bro that want to order iphone from me
just without going work i already get 7order just from my bro friend
i havent counted relative yet summore
shit!
i cant believe i lose all this chances

isshhhhhhh

My mom summore purposely go buy a shoe for me so that when i worked i can wear it
because i didnt have sport shoe i mostly wear my crocs
but now that shoe is kinda wasted
maybe i will just let it decorate at my cupboard there
>.<

SHIT

2010-04-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

I cant believe i lose the job
arghh
is like what the...
i'm kinda pissed with it

Is a long story about what happened
But tauhu dont blame urself k?
is not ur wrong
seriously

Feel bad for ah gi..
she quit her 4 job because of this job
and now she get nothing
>.<

Briefing

2010-04-02T01:44:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning, i wake up then rush to tauhu house today
because i dont wish to late for our training
when i arrive at her house i just know that she wont out so early
i was like rush to death u know?
tauhu never ever try to give people a clear information
haiz

so about 10 we went out and head to midvalley then the gal who hired us will lead us at midvalley
but when we arrive at midvalley the gal just explain to us how to go the mines, she didnt wait us at midvalley
>.<

so we just follow her information then go
after that we have some question about the places so we called her again
this time a guy picked up and i dont know he gv us wrong info or wateva

WE GT LOSTTT

aiks
thanks to that fella

we have a danger experience in highway and this need thanks to TAUHU
=.='''

so we decide to just ask the peoples at roadside and petrol station
At last we safely arrive to the mines
lol

when we arrive there the gal explain to us what we promoting
i feel like is more like briefing then called training
And we are promoting Iphone digi package
well..i'm kinda blur about what she sayin
so i bet i will be damn blur on saturday

ohhhh goddddddddd

HELP ME!

T____________________________T

By the way today tauhu got abit pity
when we arrive home she so tired and want to take a nap
then ring ring ring her hp rang
the gal called and say she want her to send her photo again because her last photo looked not profesional at all
XD

I was like laugh non stop when tauhu tell me that so she came my house then i be her photographer
and we send 4 sample for her if still not pro then i have no idea d..
because me and gi photo totally not pro what
XD

this is the 2 sample and of course i wont post it all
cute right?pro right?
of course i take de...
wahahaha

Training

2010-04-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

Tommorow need to wake up early
T.T
need to prepared and go for training
i wonder did we really can get the job?
is at mont kiara so far...
if i waste my sleeping time go training then didnt hired us how?

=.='''

Altho work at mont kiara but training at the mines
so long didnt go there d..
I wonder if i gt the job already
how we gotta work at there?
go there by what?
seems tauhu so pandai
let her think then..
haha

I hope i can have fun tommorow?
lol
tommorow will be april fool

HUMANS WATCH OUT

BEWARE

DANGER IS NEAR....

LMAO

Interview

2010-03-31T01:54:00.000+08:00

I went for an interview today with tauhu and gon gon
I expect something better i mean the place and the peoples
But seriously is kinda dull there
this job is about customer service
our job is just call people all day long
call call call call CALL

Futhermore,we have to wear formal too
hmmm
i didnt really have formal cloths though
After we finish interview they say will inform us tommorow
So we went back to tauhu house and tauhu called another job
LOL
she asking me and gi to try on that work so we send our resume to them
So i think tauhu want to dump that customer service job d..lol
Gon also dump that job because i force her go kumon to interview also
mana tao she want that job and she get hired
haha

But too bad that job just offered at mont kiara others place fulled d..
so we just reject it but we find 3 job more..
we did send our resume..LOL
i wonder what will happened tommorow?
should i dump that customer service work?
i didnt really like the condition there
>.<

Confused

2010-03-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

At this moment I just feel damn confused
seriously what happened to me?
Seem like its still haunting me

I feel so bad
I feel so regret
I feel so pathetic

But what i can do to maked myself feel secure?
I'm just dying in inside day by day
I'm just terrified
:(

Webcam with my mushroom hair

2010-03-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

I hardly webcam with people actually
but i dont know what's wrong with me i webcam with a friend yesterday
haha
the most of all is i cut hair already
everyone is like critic my hair?
and i still have the guts to webcam
i "hoh liao" ant?
XD

This gal i webcam with me is one of my friend that i know online
she is from indo if i'm not wrong
i really envy her make up skill and she summore tell me she is tb
now i more jealous
tb can make up better than me
i dont know make up at all
fail right me?
T.T

This is the fansyn she made for me,isnt it cute?XD

Webcam-ing

This is those photo that i taken when webcam with her
aiks
i have a mushroom head now

Update

2010-03-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

I wish to update my blog frequently actually
but just being very lazy about uploading my photo to shared with everyone about my outing and all that
I'm lazy and i admit it
Futhermore,i'm having a miserable life nowadays
Is sux really sux
I hate being so pathetic sometime
>.<

By the way,this year chinese new year is kinda bored
i think?
haha
i did went back my grandparent house which at N9
being photographer at there because taking my sis and my cousin photos
maybe i'm too good in taking photo huh?
that why i end up be their photographer..lol

My mom and my uncle preparing the "lou sang"

The little boy which unknown,
I have no idea who is him but he is too cute and i having a hard time to take his photo..lol

The 2nd day of chinese new year dinner at some restaurant

My family

This is the ending when i spend my 2nd day chinese new year at N9

~~Chun Mai open house~~

My happy garden family

~~Ktv Outing~~

Draky & Lover

2 HIAO PO

SUPER DUPER HIAO PO XD

Me & Tauhu

Me and Juan Juan

Simply 3

My day at ktv with T & J

Sorry for mix all the information together but i'm very lazy to update one by one
So just let it to be 3 in 1 today
haha

Bored at JJ

2010-02-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

Today I plan to go JJ with my sis to watch movie or sing K one..
I thought will be not many people hang out today and my bro say nonid to booked also
but when i arrive there...

IS JUST FULLED WITH MORTALSSSSSSSSSS

>.<

End up everything is fulled
just can wandering at JJ

TT_________________TT

That is so freaking bored
I just wasting my time to be there today
So i go randomly try some cloths eat ice cream with my sis at natural NZ because my sis desperately want to eat ice cream
=.=

After that i pay a visit to my kawaii friend that work at F.O.S
she tell me something that i wonder for so long
At last I know the answer
Thanks to u cutie
love u ♥

I dont cared what the damn or lame reason that idiot think
But grow up man u are 20 k?

YOU ARE SO FREAKING CHILDISH

no offense but yes u are..
but tell the truth when i know the reason i'm not suprised at all
but is ok i wont kira with u
so go on with ur so called happy life yeah
^^

♥ Happy Valentine ♥

2010-02-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

1 rose
exceptional love all concentrated on you

3 roses
i love you

9 roses
love each other eternally

24 roses
remember foundly every moment

99 roses
love with understanding makes love eternal

101 roses
no other love but you

111 roses
eternal love

999 roses
everlasting and eternal love

1001 roses
faithful love, till forever

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

CNY Eve

2010-02-14T01:30:00.000+08:00

This year CNY eve me and my family spend at my grandma house
whole family back to eat together due to my grandma request
is a hot day there
because i so damn hot when at there
haha

Today my beloved cousin hwi hwi wear so damn sexy man!
aiks..
too bad i forget to bring camera go if not can take her photo already
haha

Well..
today my 2nd aunty say i didnt look like 20 wo..
she say i cute look so young

>.<'''

Today i gamble wa~
hohoho~
with my cousins~
kinda lucky today~
win dn lose leh...
but last round change banker i lose rm2
he summore say he love to win gals money
eat sliper rice
=.='''
aiks~
but overall still win~
haha
hope tommorow still can win win WIN
XD

Today i eat alot too
fat jor..
haiz..
but still have a kinda fun day

Hope everyone have a wonderfun chinese new yr and valentine
^^

Plan Failed

2010-02-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today suposely go sing K with Juan Juan one..

BUT..

THE KTV FULLED!!!!!!!!!!

ARGGHHHHH

SO SAD

TT______________________TT

i never thought today will fulled
because i not sure that today some sch already holiday
so all the student come to fight room with us
end up we didnt go to sing k also..
damn sad man!
make me cant show my singing skill
XD

So end up randomly shop around
test a few cloth
but just bought one
i feel a little bit regret that i buy the red one
because i think i should buy the blue one
haha
i kinda like a blouse
but didnt bought it..
because its kinda expensive
>.<

Shopping day with mae mae

2010-02-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night get sms from Mae Mae saying her exam finish
and she want to booked me out wor~
Before she exam she got say already one~
But i was struggle wether go out with who geh?
because Juan Juan also ask me out~
I nid to consult two of them~
So i delay my booking with juan juan and make it on fri
So today end up going out with mae mae
lol

She say she want to change my style and be my fashion consultant geh..

BUT..

=.='''

END UP...

I'm her FASHION CONSULTANT
LOL
Today she buy alot lo..
Thanks to me!
hahaha

She so damn happy la~
nt like me~
didnt buy anything also and need to belanja her summore~
But she is my childhood fren till now~
So dn kira so much with her
XD

Have quite a fun today and hope the fun will never stop
:)

Outing

2010-02-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

Very long didnt update my blog already
that mean i getting lazy n lazier
XD

well
that's my style cant change d..
LOL

yesterday the simply 5 out in action
hohoho~
but draky didnt go out
so actually end up simply 4 nia~
but we go visit her at her working place~
nt just her~
my lover and cutie pei yi we oso got go visit~
hahaha

is been long didnt c dem
miss dem much
hope hv chance 2 meet all my schmate gain
because i definately miss all of them
hope everyone have a blast on cny

HUAT AH!!!!!

1st shot - FAILED >.<

2ND SHOT = OK LA..XD

WE ARE THE SIMPLY 4

Muet Tragedy

2009-10-20T13:05:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

At last my speaking finish..
BUT...
T.T

it kinda sux
haiz~
maybe no one debate with me
make me speechless man
but hope it still good!!

Between no matter u will read it anot
i'm sorry that if u think i'm mean yesterday
i just express my feelings and thinking only
i didnt mean to hurt u or what
hope u can understand
hope u will be great without me!
HELL YEAH!!!!
dont let me down
:)

Simply 3

2009-10-13T20:34:00.006+08:00

Is long Simply 5 didnt have outing together
Val cant make it
Sy say Py didnt sing
So end up just Simply 3 outing yesterday

The journey started at here

That us
We are the Simply 3
LOL

Our journey just begin

Beware with our members SY
haha

Someone haunting me
Woooo~

On our journey seem like SJ
meet her TRUE LOVE
XD

Me and SY

Me and SJ

Here we come the charlie without ANGEL
Of course the angel is me
hahaha

Simply 3 rox in the KTV
hahaha

Lazy

2009-10-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

I NEED A MEDICINE TO MAKE ME

HARDWORKING!!!!

网上

2009-10-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

今天从一个电视节目
我听到一个很感人的真实故事
我在想现在还有那样的人吗？
他们说关于一个男的在网上认识一个女的
那个女的很美丽
的确是一个美女

久不久了
那个男的就跟那个女生拿ｍｓｎ
还有电话号码
可是那个女的不给
说如果他还逼她
只怕她们连朋友都做不到

这个情况让那个男生的朋友们知道了
他们说那个男的一定要把那个女的约出来
不然哪不要联系了也好
所以这个男的就下定决心约这个女的
从网上说了很久那个女的终于答应了
从那天起那个男的失踪一个月了

突然他打给他的朋友们越他们出来
这个时候他那些朋友们看到他的隔壁有个女生
就是那个网上的女生
他的确很美
当那个男把这个女的介绍给他的朋友
他就说了这句话

“这个是我的女友”

。。。。。

“她是哑巴的”

这就是为何那个女的不给那个男她的电话号码
这个男的跟她出来知道他是哑巴后
从来没嫌弃过他
而他们现在已经结婚了
赫赫

可是那个女哑巴的原因还真可怜
他竟然是给他爸爸虐待成这样的
他爸爸有暴力形象
那时候他爸爸就抓着她
逼他喝肥皂水
因为如此她变哑巴了

听到这个故事还真感人
我心想现在网上还有那么好的人吗？
那个男的竟然没嫌弃那个女的
还是跟他在一起还对她很好
对我来说我觉得现在因该没有这样的人了吧？
不管是男的女的

我觉得很多事让我明白
网上很虚假
这是真的！
可以看得出大家用欺骗来过他们的所谓网上生活
难道他们不累吗？

我感觉大多数的网友们
都不是真心交友吧？
只是来浪费他们的时间吧？
因为我从来没看到那些人用真心对待网上的每件事
那也对拉
可是朋友他们也可以欺骗
那也没什么好留下了吧？

虚假还真适合网上

Bitter Lady VS Sweet Lady

2009-10-07T17:27:00.000+08:00

I would like to shared a story with all of u today

THE STORY IS ABOUT

THE BITTER LADY VS SWEET LADY
HAHAHAHAHA

Once upon a time
There's a silly gal name chase tauhu
XD

She started to have her new msn
Then she chat with a gal
That's me
XD

Then she start her grandma story
then i ask her to put her photo in her primary
(PS : peoples have my msn know that my photo is me taking with a sweet right?)
so this tauhu say u taking with sweet and acting sweet?
=.='''

so she say she want to be bitter lady
she want to take with bitter gourd

and act bitter
LOL
and trust me her dream come true
and i'm the photographer
LOL

Bitter lady XD
she looks really bitter
haha

This is me
The so called sweet lady
lol

WHO WILL BE THE WINNER?

ALL I CAN SAY

WILL NEVER BE HER

Wulala~

2009-10-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah
is like so freaking long i didnt update my blog
actually is normal
LOL

but is because busy exam
that why
now finish already
so have a little time to update it
hahaha

i will update the bittergourd lady VS sweet lady tomorow
this is my and tauhu creation~
wahaha

PS : MY EXAM SUX T.T

Random

2009-09-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

Well~
I have no idea why i wish to blog
although i have nothing to blog
so i just crap everything out i wish to crap
i bet will be a long post?
or maybe not?
XD

Yesterday i did get a sms frm miki
ohhhh...is long didnt chat with her
and is too long i didnt saw her either
she say find a day out but i think it will be on december huh?
because
sorry, i have STPM :(
arrrghhhh
this is really making me piss though~
but that's life
we need to deal with it though

guess what~
we did chat a little
as usual she told me someone change alot
well..HELL YEAH!@!!
i absolutely dupely AGREE
what damn should i give more?
i wish to give up
i mean on HER?

MAY I?
CAN I ?

if that day has arrived
it's just the day i cant bared with u anymore
i'm sorry but i just wish to get over with all this shit
our friendship will be an end?
i have no idea
=.='''

other than that
i hate a jerk
damn him!
he sms my friend and refer to me
" F*CK OFF B*TCH "
what his damn prob?
hey dude!
GET A LIFE
did i kill anyone that connected with u?
cant u grow up?
talkin bad behind me make u so happy?

U ARE JUST A LAME AND CHILDISH JERK
DARN OFF FRM MY LIFE DEVIL!!!!

Shoe shopping

2009-09-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went for SHOPPING
haha
End up turn to SHOE SHOPPING
u cant believe how much my mom spend on shoesssssss

LOL

My mom end up buy alot of shoes or sandal~
We just take alot of plastic that fulled of shoes
my mom say we are turning crazy
hahaha

Is the first time all the plastic is just contain only shoes
maybe because my mom buy some for my bro and my dad
my sis have 2 pair
i forget my mom have how many pairs?
haha
i also got 3 pair already
XD

Actually i dont really love to buy sandals or cloth
because i know i'm fat
=.=''
is hard for me to buy all that
especially for me i think my foot is wide so kinda hard to buy
but i dont know why end up yesterday i buy 3 pairs?

This is the first sandal i bought yesterday
haha
is kinda cute bcs when wear it
Just like a ribbon infront of ur feet
XD

This black sandal is kinda cool la~
the sales assistant say now trend lidat sandal wo~
like alot string lidat~
is not bad but maybe still abit tight for me
haha

This is the BEST
i bought it at camel active
Although it look so normal and maybe oldies
But it is definately comfy just like step on pillow
And this is the most expensive between all
haha

This is all the free gift we get by buying the shoes and sandal
LOL

Other than shoes
Of course got buy some others stuff la~
The black want is I buy one
But the eyeliner is my sis one
she really start hiao d~
haha

Will i say BYE BYE to my CROCS?
definately not
Although i have new sandals
but all this time where i go i just wear my crocs~
so i still wont abandon her
hahaha

When i buying all this sandals
I just rmb i have a hush puppies sandal that i just wear twice
=.=''
i tottaly forget i buy this sandal already
aiks~

Between yesterday we went to kinsahi
izit like that spell?
argggh
no ideas!
dont cared~
bcs i dont really enjoy my meal there
and after we pay the waiter came to our table
and ask did we satisfy everything about here?
Then I say if i say NO?
nothing u can do about it right?
then he actually speechless
LOL
my sis somemore add
FREE alls loh~
bcs we dn satisfy at all
hahaha
actually i didnt meant to make the waiter clueless
i just kinda joking around
but i still didnt enjoy it
lalala~

So today is all about SANDAL shopping
hahaha

Desire

2009-09-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Everyone in this world have DESIRE

Desire to be happy~

Desire to be perfect~

Desire to be selfish~

Desire to be great~

Desire to be awesome~

And everything~
human just live with desire in their Heart
no one in this world with no desire

But what we desire will come true?
It maybe will
But u will never know
Nothing goes round what u want
But nothing will be as bad as what u thought
:)

Selamat Hari Raya~

2009-09-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all the malays and my friends~
Hope u all have fun today~
Wee~

haha
i know is been long that i didnt update
everyone know i'm LAZY right?
plus less on
that why my time is not enough~
wonder why time pass that fast?
T.T

between today is a FULLED day
know why?
haha
bcs my dad's worker cook and belanja our family
wew~
is so marvelous tasty~
damn!
hw can he cook so well?
hahaha

and my stup classmate call me sayang~
omg!
i want to vomit
but tat not da point!
he dn save my number!
arggghhhhhh
damn him!
LOL

and forget to say~
that time i really thought i gotta die
T.T
tat stup drive so fast
omg!
she sad none of my bisnes k?
why shud she make me so terror?
aiks~
i tell rachel when i in the car
damn her!
she just laughing at there
she so evil~
what a gf~
faint~

Online today~
i did chat with mae~
wew~
miss her damn much~
my beloved childhood friend~
hohoho~
hope to hang out with her soon~
but not with others stranger~
she know who i mean~
and trust me mae!
u will MARRIED WITH INDIAN~
LALALA~

So that's all for today~
Good luck to all my frens in trial
ciao~

PS PS

2009-08-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

PS PS PS :

I forget mention something
LOL

I did something FUNNY yesterday

seriously funny

I and Genee so gan jiong there
But end up my character didnt show up oso
XD

silly experience
hohoho~

Back

2009-08-23T11:11:00.000+08:00

Wooohooooo~

I'm back to my beloved blog
XD

Recently busy thinking my PA presentation
That why lazy and no time update
wew~
I waste so much of time worry of my presentation
But end up sux too
=.='''

That's PATHETIC
:(

Between I'm sick
T.T
so freaking unlucky~
Holiday started~
MY SICK STARTED
arrrghhhhhh

But i feelin slighly better today~
wew~
thx god
if nt i really scared i get...
choi choi choi

Going out soon
sick somemore go out
lol
Geng leh?
but is kena force want
i have too
So i dont hope because i went out
My sick turn worst
If not i really will be suffering
:(

Idiotic Human~

2009-08-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

I'm checking some blog
and u know what i find out?

OMG!

is a GROSS things i ever see
why human need to be so pathetic sometime?
argghhhh

Human is UNPREDICTABLE

they done all those thing is so WEIRD AND CRUEL?
I bet every human have brain right?

this gal is DAMN PATHETIC

she is INHUMAN

I bet she have brain
everyone have brain

BUT HER BRAIN STUFF WITH SHIT?

NO NO NO NO

atleast shit has it own use
it can be fertilizer

SO MAYBE HER BRAIN STUFF WITH CHEMICAL WASTE?

ARGGHHHHH

maybe EVEN WORST THAN THAT

SHE SUCH A STUPID BIATCH!!!!!

OK
lets see what this stupid biatch planing to do?

she used her bared feet to strangle the small little chick till their head off

OMG
T.T

And this pathetic woman somemore think is not enough
she still continue rub the dead chick body that without head against the floor

SHE IS CRAZY!
STUPID OLD FUGLY WOMAN!

what is she thinking?
torturing small little animal make her happy and excited?
why so many IDIOTIC HUMAN in this world?
and damn that woman!
she still laughing at there

=.=''

Land of the lost

2009-08-02T02:27:00.000+08:00

All i can say this movie is FUNNY

and it really do

BUT

OMG!

i have to say is lame and damn stupid man!

=.=''

What this all about?

2009-08-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

What u mean right now?
hey please!
i'm not ur toy i'm not ur soldier i'm not ur slave
please grow up can?
dont ever think u are right always
i'm not like someone who can tolerate with u everytime
and most of all i'm not ur 出气筒
u bad mood can talk all those mean things with me?

U know in this world
not just u will moody
and have stress o tense with everything
u think i dont have?
i didnt show out does not mean i did not have k?

Say all those mean things with me will make u feel better?
U know u shud try to change ur stupid attitude for now
if not dont ever think that i will be tolerate with u
everytime why must u make me that pissed?
what ur freaking problem?
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I JUST WISH TO SHOUT

so that the whole world know how i feel
sometime dont tell me u are just kidding or whatever
i can feel it is not just a joke
i have FEELING
knowing u so long
i just really hate u change become like that

giving up this friendship is crossing my mind alot of time
whenever i give up on this idea
u will start with me
u will pick a fight with me
i wonder what are u trying to prove here?
are u trying to show u are the BOSS now?
everyone should tolerate with u
obey whatever u demand?

please use ur brain to think
if u dont ever think that u are wrong
no one can help u other than urself
whenever i confront u
all u know is just show me one kind face
cant u stop all this?
just try to confront the facts and the truth
u are not a baby u know?

I know everyone will change someday
but ur change is really making everyone upset
not just me feel it
ask urself
what u did all this years?
all u know to do is HURT PEOPLE FEELINGS
GROW UP MAN!

One thing
u making me tired with u
I'm disgust by YOU

Confused~

2009-07-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

What is this all about now?
started to make me more confused with life
=.='''

especially study
why can i be so lazy lately?
=.=
arrggghhhh
i hate myself for being that!!
i wish to be hardworking gals like i've never be before~
but why i CANT?
haiz~

and something bothered me a little
haha
i dont think is true right?
no no no no
i definately think is not true
how come?
NEVER!
but whatever happened just make me confused more!
that's really anoyed me
:(

if anything happened its happened
but i dont want guessing here~
i hope my guess is right~
i hope everything will be better!
that's i wished for

I miss it so much

2009-07-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

All this photo make me miss the lower 6 life so much

A new life begin now

But i wish the funs will come non stop

18 July 2009

2009-07-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired this few days
because of the haunted house stuff
but i never regret to join in it~
because if can help them
i really willing too~
bcs i know someone really look high on this
and put alot effort and she is put too much tense to herself
so i trying my best to did everything good
i did my best of the best
i really cant do more

Is a happy thing that all this went on successfully
but something bad and make me down at the same time
not just because everyone is exhausted and tense when all this end
but the truth is i get molested at the same time
is damn!
i cry alone in the dark
they dont know i cry
although some know i get molested
but fark dat idiotic guy
i really hope he die soon
damn it~

Haunted house

2009-07-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

On saturday at ACS
9am
our school have a fucntion
GERKORAMA~
Everyone is welcome~

The most imnportant is....
COME TO THE HAUNTED HOUSE~
MUST COME!!!!
A little suprise in it~
because....

I'M ONE OF THE GHOST
LOL

9 Things You Don't Know About Kissing

2009-07-13T18:44:00.000+08:00

1. There are tons of nerve endings ...
~In your lips (100 times more than in your fingertips!) that stimulate desire.

That's why smooching before,

during,

and after sex can be extremely arousing and satisfying.

2. Pay attention to those "See ya later" pecks.If your guy

~Routinely only gives you a quick kiss on the cheek when saying good-bye,

it could be that he's guarded and doesn't emote easily.

If this is a more recent development, it's a warning sign;

he may be feeling ambivalent about the relationship.

3. Forty percent of men say that...

~A really long,

steamy kiss will get them immediately ready to head to the bedroom.

(Thirty percent said that grabbing their crotch will do it. Duh.)

4. Instantly turn up the kissing intimacy by ...

~Closing the "A-frame":

a smooching stance in which you and your guy are in the middle of a smooch

but your hips are a mile apart.

By pressing your hips together,

the degree of desire quickly rises.

5. The best way to kiss a guy's ear? Kiss and ...

~Suck on his earlobe for a moment and then trace the outline of his ear with the tip of your tongue.

(Bonus points if you whisper something naughty to him.)

6. Men initiate open-mouth kissing to transfer ...

~Libido-boosting testosterone to their partner.

So when he's getting a little more aggressive,

it's not just about his desire —

he wants you to be a bit more amorous too.

7. Men are more than twice as likely ...

~To sleep with a bad kisser than are women

8. Fifty-four percent of women ...

~ Between the ages of 18 and 24 say they've kissed another girl.

That number drops to 43 percent for those between 25 and 34.

9. During the Middle Ages, people signed legal contracts ...

~By making an "X" on the document and then kissing it to pledge their honor.

That's how XX became shorthand for a smooch.

HAHA
i saw this at some website~
i didnt read it~
but i get interested with the topic~
when i copy and paste i just know it's kinda obscene!
LOL

网路世界

2009-07-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

网路情,爱有多真？

美萍恋爱了。在这三，四个月里，她透过ICQ认识了一位香港的男生。是对方主动找上她的。美萍17岁，对方比他大9岁，他说他是个珠宝设计师！一个月前曾来马，美萍偷偷与他见了四次面。而当秘密不再是秘密以后，美萍更大胆要求在年底放长假时去香港找他！这要求可吓坏了家人那！
来自一个中等家庭的美萍，自小文静，与父母家人都不多说话。美萍有一个姐姐，两个哥哥，最小的哥哥都比他小四岁。可以这么说，美萍并不是在父母亲计划之下来到世上的，但父母亲还是很疼她。
这次来文娇接受辅导，是由母亲和姐姐软硬兼施要她来的，无可否认，他并非一个自愿的个案。
姐姐告诉我，自从美萍有了自己的电脑后。就终日沉迷在网路世界里。初时父母家人还没察觉些什么，她功课是退步了些，但不明显，蛮多科目都维持在原本的水平，家人因此不以为意！
美萍其实常单独一人在家，哥哥姐姐都各有男女朋友，除了忙恋爱以外，不是忙读书，就是忙工作。父母早出晚归，守着两间家具店，自从3年半前父亲有了外遇，闹了一场家庭大风波后，母亲更成了名副其实的“跟得夫人”，夫妻关系平淡但还算相外得来，只是更减少了母亲在家的时间。

逼供出大秘密

大家都以为这对平日不多话‘文静的美萍没什么影响。然而情况是越来越不对劲’最大的改变是她的心情时好时坏。有时见她不自觉地抿嘴偷笑，有时见她泪光闪烁。。。
直道某天，哥哥见她走连晚餐都躲在房里对着电脑吃，觉得奇怪，多天的逼供查问后才揭发了她的大秘密！

浪漫冲昏了头

刚见到我的时候，她一句话都不说，跟她说话就像自言自语。这情况维持约十五分钟！我告诉她我心里的感受：“我发觉你连我都生气啊？”同时同理踏歌感受：“我可以了解你，被家人硬逼来一定不好过！”。。，没回应。我继续说一些话，希望减低她对我的抗拒。她依然对我不瞅不睬！
坦白说，自言自语不好受。真考我耐性。整理了自己情绪后，我仍没放弃，我知道她不是抗拒我，她只是在努力维护一段人人都不看好的感情而已。
灵机一动，我轻松地对她说：“既然你坚持不说话，那我们用写的啦！”察觉到她嘴角闪过一抹微笑。拿出纸与笔，我试探式地问她叫什么名字？直接示意她写在纸上。她犹豫了一阵子，终于动手！这是一个好的开始！问了几个普通的问题后，我叫她写一句她想说的话！想了想，她写道：是谁把相思磨成沙铺在我脚下让我每走一步忠要想起他。。
我轻轻说一句：“你很像他啊。”一边收起纸笔，一边说：“我们认真来看待这事情，不再斗气好吗？”鼓励她自接跟我讲话。她愿意了。先让她多说关于这个“男友”。说起交往的经过，脸上幸福快乐的神情掩饰不乐。她说他对她很好。怎么个“好”法呢？他重视她，紧张她，而这些都只通过网路传情，他是一个很会表达的人，字里行间情爱表露无遗！而她让她的浪漫冲昏头。
美萍问我：“你是不是也要告诉我，他是骗我的？”感觉她的防卫心又起了。我让她感觉我的诚意。让她思考我和她的家人会是要“害”她吗？难道我们不希望她真找到她的快乐与幸福？我告诉她，我不知道那男生是真心还是假意？甚至她自己都无法百分之百肯定的。尽可能把他的理性思考能力“拉”出来！让她看到恋爱除了凭感觉以外，更不可以少了理性！
今天主要是与她建立关系，故不多谈。

谈谈“爱情需知”

在第二次面谈中，我们开始做深入一些的分析，我问美萍对他的了解有多少？慢慢让她看见这些“认识”都是单方面从他那儿知道的。他是这么说。但事实一定是这样吗？就如他说他是一位珠宝设计师，实际上他一定是吗？而我的的确确就是见过很多被有意期瞒的个案！我让她了解我是没理由要骗她，只是很担心她受到伤害。我和她谈了一些“真人真事”。介绍凯蒂的《网路情人梦》一书给她看。
作者凯蒂在她的书里生动地描述自己如何透过网路交谈而认识了一位自称23岁的异性网友。在交往的过程中，女孩探觉被重视、被肯定，更认为自己是深深爱上他。“谈恋爱”了6个月后，对方要求见面。其待着这一天的到来。谁知一见面，女孩才发现对方的年龄远比当初告诉她的大许多！甚至还对她毛手毛脚，幸好母亲及时赶到，救了她脱离虎口。
后来警察问她许多关于对方的事，而她所知道的都不是“真”的。最后，警察问了他一个似乎是个很荒缪的问题：“你知道他叫什么名吗？”她肯定地回答：“马客！”“不！他真正的名字是法兰克。~约翰~ 库夫维克。”真的很荒缪。凯蒂无法接受这事实！她从不曾怀疑他的真诚，而他更不曾有什么让她可怀疑的迹象，他对她非常好。。但马克其实是法兰克
真正的爱情还是需要从现实生活去了解对方才算比较全面，否则的话，终究是冒险了些的。人在做选择的时候就该把所有可能的后果考虑进去！
我知道美萍听了很不舒服，只好不断地强调我的目的只是希望她认真思考，免一失足成古恨啊！我花很多时间和她谈“爱情需知”。她说他从香港来找他令她很感动！美萍真的很单纯，却不知对某些人来说，买张机票飞来飞去并不是件很困难的大事啊！

与对方发生性关系

在第三次德辅道中，她告诉我她其实已和他发生关系了！我听了真的很难过。之前有这么猜疑，问她她否认，我就选择相信她了。我和她谈婚前性行为的坏处。她说她也不想，但却不忍心拒绝他！因此，在第一次见面就失身了。她问我该怎么办？她似有悔意。安慰她，告诉她只要真心改过，站稳立场，此后绝不在婚前与任何人发生性行为就好了。
问她近来和他关系如何？她说他都很忙，只叫她好好念书，重视学业。她显得有些失落。。我建议她放长远来看，是很应该花更长的时间去认识一个人的，何况这是一个重要他人阿！真爱需要等待，也值得等待！引导她想许多关于如何保护自己身体与保护自己情感的问题。
为什么网恋那么令人不着迷呢？原因之一是它提供很多安全感，透过网路交往，发生冲突的机会是非常少的，大家云来雾去，都会想尽办法给对方留下好印象。自信心小、社交圈子小又感寂寞的人往往容易沉迷于虚拟的网路世界，因在那里可以找到平静又浪漫的天空。而且不需要面对许多现实要面对的事情！美萍越来越了解网恋之所以那么吸引她的原因，但这并没有减低她对他的情感。只是她愿意用更多的理性去正面思考这问题，自己也觉得要一个人去香港是相当危险的事情。
接下来几次的辅导都谈到如何调整她的生活，扩大生活圈子，注意力重心转移到课亚方面等，华竟要恋爱也要知道如何好好预备自己，提升自己的条件阿！
两个月后，男友正式向她提分手，而她也觉得他的情感转淡了，虽仍有些难过，但还是可以面对。这段日子我一值陪她渡过，透过电话辅导及偶尔的面谈，她与我分享她生活中有喜怒哀乐。
好好反省后，她承认这段感情真的不够成熟，实有许多没考虑周到的地方。
经一事，长一智。美萍长大了。

Lazy

2009-06-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why?

But each day pass i start to become more lazy

I'm always feel so tired?

what happening?

that bugs me alot

i hate to become like that

i really hate

and i start to be BORED with everything

i know i'm a person who will get bore with things fast

but i seriusly get bore with everything now

==

Unpredictable

2009-06-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

WORLD is unpredictable
FUTURE is unpredictable
LIFE is unpredictable

AND MOST OF ALL

EVERY HUMAN is unpredictable

when everyone think about something
but that something wont be the thing u think usually?
because is UNPREDICTABLE

Alot of things happened
sometime i think it is beyond my expectation

NO!

IT IS BEYOND MY EXPECTATION

what all this about?
it started to making me blur
why everything i expect seem going the wrong way?
am i the one who think too much
izit me dont understand the real problem?

Or i didnt understand them well?
one by one shock me in a sudden

WEW~

what is all this about?
maybe they already started not to be the same as what that is set in my mind
sometime what i predict will never always be the right one
maybe i expect too much or too less
that why in a sudden everything seem out of control for me?
==

But that is what life about right?
i think i started to get used to it
well
that is life
we should not trap in the past
bcs we should live in the present
this is all life's about
:)

If you believe

2009-06-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes,

And even when I'm sleeping

I'm alright,

'Cause You are in my life.

Once upon a time,

I only imagined this

And now You're mine.

Oh, I tried so hard...

Prayed that You'd find me;

Maybe You're here today,

Here to remind me:

If you believe that dreams come true,

There's One that's waiting there for you.

'Cause I believed when I saw You

That when you want something enough,

That it can't escape Your love.

There is nothing in the world that cannot be...

If you believe, oh oh...

Everybody said

That I was a fool to think

That we could bear; (Everybody said that...)

But I couldn't get my heart out of my head,

And they just didn't see;

No, they just could not.

Feeling that You care,

The places that You can...

If you believe that dreams come true,

There's One that's waiting there for you.

'Cause I believed when I saw You

That when you want something enough,

That it can't escape Your love.

There is nothing in the world that cannot be...

If you believe.

Never wished for material things;

Never needed wind in my wings.

I never wished for anything but You...oh!

I can't explain it,

Someone just told me,

“Go where your heart is, You'll never be lonely.”

If you believe that dreams come true,

There's One that's waiting there for you.

'Cause I believed
when I saw You That (when you believe)

when You want Someone enough,

Then they can't escape Your love.

There is nothing in the world that cannot be,

If you believe. Believe, believe, believe, ooh

Recently i started to get addicted to this song

If you believe by Rachael Lampa

Her name gt tease by alot of my friends

but i did fall in luv wit this song~

hohoho~

I THINK I GET ADDICTED TO SING

HAHAHA~

Voice murderer

2009-06-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Although i didnt watch this movie
but my bro told me the story
and i hate it

It is sux
why human can be so cruel?
by listen it my tears almost roll down
damn those idiot!
i hope them DIE DIE DIE DIE
hw can they be so cruel?
haiz~

between i noe is jus a mv
but is based on true story
tat y i feel so sad
my head still tinkin bout the poor child
T.T

Happy father day

2009-06-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

School started

2009-06-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

My misery started

Bcs today my holiday end and i have to wake up early and go to sch

T.T

Is a sleepy day~

a boring day~

teacher say izit her sound make me sleepy?

but i jus cant control n keep yawning~

started not to get used with it~

maybe because of the 2 weeks holiday~

WHY TIME PASS SO FAST?

no idea

Sch will start to extend the study time

haiz~

till 3.30pm next week

can i deserve to be crazy?

maybe soon~

Mathematical love

2009-06-14T15:42:00.000+08:00

Lets study today~
anyone know how to do this question?
haha
lets do it~

2eu = 1 + (5v+u)(2e+1) - 5v

2eu = 1 + 10ve + 5v + 2ue + u -5V

0 = 1 + love + 5v + 2e + u - 5v - 2eu

= 1 + love + u

is unique huh?
but love is troublesome sometime~
everyone seem getting trouble in it~
good luck all~
:)

BBQ

2009-06-07T03:09:00.000+08:00

Today is bbq night

actually i never like bbq bcs

1. HOT

2.HOT

3.HOT

is hot la~

that y i hate

haha

it make me sweat

it make my face itchy and red

ish~

and when i bbq i will cry

haha

bcs the smoke make my eyes pain

so chun mai come and fetch me

she told me she arrive 6sumtin

so i went bath at 5sumtin la

mana tao when i go in the bathroom

i heard someone hon

i pray is nt her

then my phone is ringing

i pray badly is not HER

then someone shouted my name for few times

i dont want to asw

at last i have to asw and rush my bath

then she begged me to let her in my room bcs she want to lay on my bed

she mmg pig la~

lol

then we arrive her hse lo so her bro view his frens weddin video to us

when we watchin it chun mai dad say when my son married

ask me,heh bi and teh ko performance

they say i can sing opera

lol

i say i dance cham cham bo

=.='''

when chun mai bro heard that he say can he say no?

aiks

he so evil~

lol

so actually i just responsible to poke the food

i dont want go bbq

because is fully packed

haha

and i didnt eat much

and then chun mai mom say she want to sing karaoke to us

wew~

we be her "pei ying"

wahahaha

i sing till addicted?

she ask us to go ktv next time

LOL

heh bi ask me stay with her

i cant because of some reason

so end up we cant breakfast d~

hahaha

hope dey both enjoy

wulala~

have fun

wahaha

2.31am

2009-06-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

Haha
so late already i havent sleep
everyone know that i'm addicted to online right?
that why i still on till so late
lol

if i can study till so late
will be miracle i think?
but somehow i wish that happened
lol
but i know is IMPOSSIBLE

Today is a weird day~
but something new make people grow
so i will grow each day
but why cant i be taller?
haiz..
T.T

3 June 2009

2009-06-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

I didnt hv much to say today

just trying to update my blog

this holiday is nt really good as i expected?

=.=?

study make me sleepy

so is totally a NO for my holiday

so i guess my STPM result will be really "pretty"

T.T

sickness attack me

my head

my lips

my face?

and what's more?

that sux~

what's life about?

Aimless~

Outing

2009-06-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

Today me and my frens went for mv~
we watch night in the museum
we went to the mall early today
we arrive there about 9.30am
but its only open at 10
haha
bcs we follow chun mai car and she gt class
so we went for breakfast at waffle hse
and then acc chun mai breakfast gain
lol
then watch mv
haha
is a kinda nice mv
but dn attract me much
haha
after that we went to gasonline for lunch
omg!
tat service donno y so bad?
i hate tat waiter~
wat kind attitude is tat?
so we cancel our meal bcs we wait for more than an hour without any explaination
we just get bad TREATMENT
darn it!
and wen we pay he gv me all coins
i rilly want to scold him d~
but i dn 1 waste my time on those fella

Futhermore in a sudden tauhu sms me say she in hospital and want me visit her
but she is laughing there so i thoght she kidding
wen i ask her then is true
i kinda worry her but i cant make it
so i sms to all the frens and ask them pass around the msg
n ask dem visit her or acc her
wahahaha
i'm good right?
XP

between i have alot meal today
although just 3 meal
but i so full today
and i meet 2 sicko
1 is heh bi
bcs she molest me
and 2nd is some weirdo who sud walk so near me without me notice
and heh bi thought he 1 kiss me
and she shock at there without tellin me
thx god i react fast and looked at tat sicko
haha

so i tin today is kinda hectic day~
i hope tauhu will be ok
I LOVE HER~
wahaha
she sick so i nid 2 luv her
XP

Breakout show

2009-05-25T19:31:00.000+08:00

On 23may i went for breakout show

that is so awesome
i enjoy it much
a little regret is
we sit too behind
and that couple is too tall
they block my view
make my neck almost get sprankle

oh my oh my
i do fall for them
i mean those breakout dancer
omg!
they r so cool
especially those beat box
damn!
they r so attractive wen dey did that
i'm so inluv wit it
and they r awesome in dance
my heart get melt by them
haha

and wen fin the show
we act wish to stay till evy1 go bac then go da stage to take photo actually
but in a sudden the workers there close all the door
we wonder how we can go out if she close it?
then we ask her
she say some ppl wish to take photo with the dancer
she ask us 1 2 join?
we r so glad and honoured
i stand behing tat tall guy who name lump in tat comedy
he is so frenly n funny
but i was stunned at there
dono hw 2 react
and we 4gt 2 leave our email for them 2 send the photo too
=.=

BUT I ENJOY THE SHOW REALLY MUCH

an awesome nite
but my exam is sux
aiks~

Extreme dance comedy breakout

2009-05-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

Extreme dance comedy breakout

Theatre open run

Venue : Wisma MCA,KL
Date : 23&24 May
Time: 3pm&8.30pm
Price:RM63 & RM93

View this website for more info

www.breakout.co.kr

OR
Venue : Dewan Sri Pinang, Penang
Date : 27 & 28 May
Time : 8.30pm
Price : Rm 63 & Rm 93

MUST GO!
ITS AMAZING SHOW
AND ITS FOR CHARITY!
hehe^^
I BET U NO REGRET WATCHING IT~

BM war get K.O

2009-05-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

I was totally get defeated by my BM
even the first question make me speechless
i donno wat 2 write in the essay?
i just craping there
seriusly totally craping

my rumusan is worst
i do till almost fall asleep
my eyes so tired wen i look at it
=.=
i just dono why tis yr bm will be my sleeping pills?
T.T

behind
dn say it d~
is the same
all crap of shit
haiz...
bm sure fail d
so embarassing
dead meat
i'm totally K.O in tis war

PA war

2009-05-21T17:08:00.001+08:00

Today is PA exam
and the war is begin
ta ta ta ta ta ta~~~~

when i open da paper
i straight away go 2 da graph part
and i do a draft
then i turn infront and read all the question
and i jus find out i gt 3 essay to rush?
and i'm so freaking scared
i'm not enough of time?
haha

but end up
i kinda simply do?
lol
and i still have plenty of time
hmmm
i wonder hw my result will be?
T.T

and later when paper 1 start
i was totally donno what i craping?
haha
i jus simply shoot~
hohoho
tis is da result of nt readin
and calculation part
i still gt few donno hw 2 do
tat make me piss
haiz

but tat is da end of da day
between~~
my essay book is lost
and tch say i dn pass up?
omfg!
i did!
arghhhh
and she pass my name 2 pn.pang

如果给我知道是他把它弄不见得
他死定了
我超级讨厌他
把书书弄不见了
还说我没交
他姓赖吗？
臭鸡蛋！

Exam started

2009-05-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

Today my exam started

haiz...

and guess what?

1st already history

my most hate subject

what can i say huh?

lol

i not really did well in tis subject i tin?

and tomoro PA summore

i guess i will be death huh?

T.T

today when i takin exam

when i turn right

the stupid president is blinking at me

everytime i turn there he will be blinking at me non stop

i guess his eye will chao gan ant?

lol

and when i turn left

that stupid idiot showing love to me

and show some sign of i love u to me?

damn him!

he didnt even can fin his paper

summore playing at there

and when i turn to right again

this stupid guy

my so called son

lol

kip show his octopus mouth to me

i wonder izit he imitating me?

lol

i end up wish to take my shoe to trow to dem

but i jus gt 2 shoe

and der gt 3 ppl doin tis stup tin

so save up

hahaha

end up i done my exam early

and so bored at there

and py and sy write so many paper

ki siao de!

so geng 1 them

scared d~~

haiz...

=.=

I'm dead

2009-05-19T11:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so dead soon
especially tommorow
OH NO!!!!!!!!!

know why?
bcs i gt exam!
and damn!
is mid yr exam
i nv ever gt serius in exam
oh my god!
why why why?
why i so lazy?
why i dont want to do revision?
and why i will just gt scared in last min?
darn it!
that me huh?
lol

well
notin can change my stupid attitude i tin?
I think i gonna R.I.P tommorow
wish me lucks then!
god pls bless me
aja aja fighting

Sucks

2009-04-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

Damn!
my pencilbox get stolen once again?
damn them la!
are they retarded or what?
f**k them la
i just bought a new pencilbox and dn even use for more than 2 days d get stolen?
argghhhh
they makin me so pisss off
tat evytin cost me alot k?
can dey stop their stupid act?
and my 2 calculator oso gone d
omg!
i gotta faint if i go tat sch again
hw many time dey 1 2 steal my thing?
they are such a moron!
and tat is really a farking sch!
shit la!

My award

2009-04-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

On tuesday i went to sch
i ponteng on monday
XD

bcs due of some personal reason
haha
so when i arrive sch
suresh sud call me
i already late and he summore call me
i feel kinda embarased bcs evy1 is beratur
haha
so he say did u know u get the best actress?
i was like wth he is crapping?

lol

i say yeah wtv!
then he say i'm serius
i say ok ok
then i walk away
i was rush to my class line
then some of my fren shouting best actress

woooo~
i was like?=.=?
haha

and the award is like present on monday?
i was absent
and no even one of my frens told me i get that?
and stup tauhu go up take for me
and she say so embarassing
she memalukan my name oly

lol

and the present is damn lame
use liquid paper to write best actress?
omg!
hahaha

so....

aiks...