Confused~

What is this all about now?
started to make me more confused with life
=.='''

especially study
why can i be so lazy lately?
=.=
arrggghhhh
i hate myself for being that!!
i wish to be hardworking gals like i've never be before~
but why i CANT?
haiz~

and something bothered me a little
haha
i dont think is true right?
no no no no
i definately think is not true
how come?
NEVER!
but whatever happened just make me confused more!
that's really anoyed me
:(

if anything happened its happened
but i dont want guessing here~
i hope my guess is right~
i hope everything will be better!
that's i wished for